why, Georgia, why.
My name is Louiza. I'm a really lazy person, but I love pretty things.
ask me why.
tell me why.
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(Source: lexyelyse)
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White Love
Rain just became snow. Cat is watching it through the window. I am waiting for Charles to come home with lunch. Maybe later when everything is blanketed white, I’ll step outside to take a few shots. Also want to bring Uffie out to see the snow for her very first time. (:
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Trying to Love the Rain.
No, it’s not that I hate wet weathers or squishy steps.
I actually adore them. Back in Singapore when it was always too hot and humid, I always relished the occasions when dark heavy clouds graced the skies.
Now I live in a valley, with climates so volatile my days are actually very unexpected. Autumn has decided to arrive early this year, and with the hurricanes and storms, it has begun with a very damp entrance.
And amidst all this weather that I by instinct truly enjoy, my days of late has been carrying heavy weights of their own as well. Stresses from life, pressures, tasks I have to do… Even the hobbies I have seem to be finding scarce time in my schedule. And this really troubles me.
What is life if not enjoyed? Maybe I’m not yet accustomed to the weather here. So perhaps I’m annoyed because to me, this amazing powerful orchestra outside my window is still only a rare occasion. And hence, my instincts are so frustrated with the fact that my anatomy is not relishing the rains the way I used to. The way I want to.
Instead, my body is being weighed down by the stresses of life. I know it’s probably because I’m new to all this. Youth is only recently beginning to slip away.
I don’t want to be stress. I don’t want to worry. I want to live. I want to take pride in the things I enjoy doing. I want to lose my thoughts in the sound of rain.
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Ciao!
Which is Hello! in Italian - also the nationality of my new pair of awesome shoes that just arrived on Thursday. (two days ago)
It’s Saturday afternoon now, and I’m at Starbucks with the babesfase who is like studying for his finals which are today. We’re here because since I quit my job, I had to surrender the internet I was freely enjoying and now, my house is internet-less. And not that I’m not doing anything about it, it’s just that the stupid new internet company we signed up with is taking their own sweet time in setting us up. So that’s a bit frustrating.
On the bright side, I get to wear my new shoes out and believe it or not, this is the first time in days I’m outside. Since Tuesday evening, I’ve been horridly sick. Like literally felt like dying. And I’ve been home in bed for the past few days up till now. I’m feeling much better thank you, and that’s also credited to the fact that babyfase didn’t let me leave the bed (or the house) to do anything except to use the bathroom. So even though he was feeling as SHITTY as I was, he was the one out and about doing the chores and taking care of the both of us.
We were both seriously so damn sick. With the cold and the flu and the coughing and the hacking and the feverish feelings. And what made it all worse was the absence of internet. -_-
But, on the awesome bright side, new stuff for me kept arriving! My shoes, (lovee) my book, and now, my gloves. So I’ve been kept happy. (:
Anyway, now I’m out of the house and the weather’s awesome, just the way I love it. Sunny with snow. <3
I’m going to clear out the tons of emails I have, and try to do some homework. (:
lovelove.
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Haven’t had sex in months, and haven’t showered in days.
Hi! Okay my title’s not entirely true. I just wanted to grab attention. I feel happy. In fact I feel super happy. Happiest I’ve felt in months. And that has nothing to do with sex or showers.
I’m happy cos it’s sunny and snowing. How rad is that?!? I have decided. It is official. My favorite weather is no longer rain. It’s sunny snow. Zomg. Cool mix. I should be thanking global warming for this.
Anyway, this is like my first proper from-myself post on tumbr like in ages as well. And that has a lot to do with the second big reason to why I’m super happy.
I QUIT MY SUCKY JOB!!! And on the first day it started to snow properly as well. Yup I can almost bet it’s God telling me I made a damn right good decision. Yes. Yesterday, I quit my job and I cannot be happier about it.
Firstly, my job fucking sucked. The task itself was stupid.
Secondly, AND MOST SIGNIFICANTLY, the stupid bitch colleague I worked with was damn annoying. She’s not even the boss or whatever, and she bosses us around, “scolds” us like as if we’re her freaking subordinates. And guess what? I started the same day as her doing the exact same thing. She’s just so freaking desperate to be promoted. But missy, (or whatever you are) you don’t get promoted by treated people like shit and forcing everyone to do things your freaking way. And partitioning the tables to be separate from us like as if you’re the almighty.
You Fucking Suck. Even the REAL manager (who I really respect) sits on the same table with us. What’s so great about you?
So yes, on Monday, (yesterday) I called him and officially quit. And you know what that bitch could come text me with? “You could have told me you were quitting.”
Errr, why would I want to even do that? And what right do you have? Anyway, good riddance. Sorry for the rant people. (I bet now Mr. Anonymous is going to comment “you complain too much. appreciate. blahblah) But you know what? This time you’re wrong cos it’s not BAD complaining. It’s AWESOME LIBERATING RANTING. YES!!! I FEEL FREEE!! And happier than I have been in ages.From all that returning home all depressed and stressed. Now I’m sitting here at Starbucks watching the snow fall, and drinking hot chocolate. And after this, I’m going online to shop for shoes. And upload pictures onto Facebook. Omg I love my life now.
And babyfase is being really awesome to me. He’s not stressing me about finding another job soon, and we’re going to spend Christmas on a stress-free break! I feel happy. So yup. I’m gonna go now, to enjoy myself relaxing. And you can be sure to hear from happy me soon.
lalala,
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this is sou cute.
(Source: lachild)
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